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fly again.

its time to fly again, gonna improve girl.

“Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.”

My hope sees
what the future bring

Now And Forever

The Eagerness.

how eager i am now is to able to fight in the water with my team again! its getting back-i love this feeling-never stop please.

What I already have…

i fall, again and again. but i’ll not let it to become a habit to me. its my energy, my power to carry with me in my learning journey.

practise hard, over and over again. the true winner will be in my heart.
i will do my best!

Let not your mind run on what you lack as much as on what

you have already. Of the things you have, select the best; and then

reflect how eagerly they would have been sought if you

did not have them.

HEAD ACHE.

I’ve got to move on and be who I am, so much thoughts that i want to chase beyond it.

It took me a year to build up myself, to move on and discover all the ways of purpose in life, but i’d never got so hooked up from this way before. Here I am now, slumped on the table and half dead, and having a horrible headache. Falling sick at this wrong time.

Thank you.

This is to every dear friends out there who have comforted me in one way or another yesterday, and even for these few days. I am very grateful for the simple fact that you all did cared. But I’m also very sorry that these days I’ve been so down and even have let you guys got so worried about me, I truly sorry.

From this moment on, I’ve made up my mind, I’m gonna wake up from all the calls from what I’ve not been working on with my heart and my best in. There my focus now is only studies and my goal to do my best and to improve in every trainings. I’m gonna stand strong again and set myself with goals which I’m gonna really push myself to achieve the aims that are coming on my way now!

“Stride forward with a firm, steady step knowing
with a deep, certain inner knowing that you will
reach every goal you set yourselves, that you will
achieve every aim .”

I’ve got to move on and be who I am

Labels: Gotta Go My Own Way

“Obstacles are necessary for success because in selling, as in all careers of importance, victory comes only after many struggles and countless defeats. Yet each struggle, each defeat, sharpens your skills and strengths, your courage and your endurance, your ability and your confidence and thus each obstacle is a comrade-in-arms forcing you to become better or quit. Each rebuff is an opportunity to move forward; turn away from them, avoid them, and you throw away your future.”

A break from now, and i’ll be back soon. please love, give me time. my passion, my dream, my love- friends and family, my space to rest. most of all, my precious god.

Labels: world peace. your love.

Even If

Dear diary,

even if the sun refuse to shine even if we lived in different times even if the ocean left the sea

There will still be You and Me

Loves.

One Republic – Say (All I Need)

Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong but nothing’s, turned out how you want it

“Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head”